So I’m trying to stand on my own without getting upset but it’s hard when your boyfriends tells you that he like your best friend and thinks she’s hot and wants threesome… Yeah standing on my own is what I want to do but will I ever be good enough for anyone?!
So my boyfriend who I’m having a baby with has been texting my friend which that doesn’t make me mad and its no big deal to me it’s the fact that my boyfriend will say that he’s going to bed and I am texting my friend at the sametime and I will wait 20 mins then ask what she’s doing and then she says texting my boyfriend!? Note that he said he was going to bed! Next thing I know my friend a couple of days ago said she enjoyed hanging out with him… What the hell?! Then she has been getting dressed up for school because he picks us up after school and she never dressed up before?! In top of that it’s like my boyfriend rather text her then me?!?why?! Why me?!
Well so far this morning feels like crap! Oh wait it is crap! I get called a cunt yesterday by my boyfriend and told that I’m a whore! Nothing new there I’m just having his child is all… Besides all that I had a doctors appt and it went well the baby’s heartbeat is 148 which isn’t to bad! Bad news about today is I just now got up which means I missed my bus so I’m trying to find a way to school and I never have any good luck! Ugh someone shoot me!
Most delicious drink in the world.
I just want!!!!